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2007-08-21 - 12:56 a.m.

i hear all
i see all
i know all
i def know everything that is said about me
this diary will most likely be deleted sometime soon..
but i cant take the secrets
we've known eachother for too long
if you have a problem, say it in my face
not my fault everytime we hang its awkward
dont make it awkward
we've known eachother too long for you to say stuff behind my back
i deserve more
i deserve better
i'm a good person
i dont do bad
why do you feel like i do?
i cant take feeling like this anymore..
all summer i've felt like this
and i truly cant take it anymore
the only way i may be able to feel better is if theres a change
but i cant make that change happen
only you can
and im not going over this through aim's
talk to me
set something up
but you have no clue what you've done to me
you've killed me
happy?
and the only people that make me feel good about myself, you hate
they tell me everything also
if they have a problem, they dont tell their sisters..they tell me
you see, i really do hear everything you say
i know what you've said
and if i take anymore of it...i'm going to go insane
so this is me not taking it anymore
wanna talk...just do it
stop doing it behind my back!

Previously...
....... - 2007-08-21
- - 2007-07-15
the vicious cycle called life - 2007-06-23
- - 2007-05-08
hokies<3 - 2007-04-17